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I'm reluctant to post my photo & caption because:
 
Memories That Will Not Let Go PDF Print E-mail
a computer is like a photo album. Today we
can view anyone who is on a web site.
But the in reality---we can stumble upon
a abuser---without knowing they  are there.
Triggered memories can cause --many sickness,---such as  headaches, flashbacks,
illness that some, professionals do not really understand. On this day of sept 11,
2009---I was not even looking at the horrible event that took many innocent lives,
But was viewing past events in my own home town---and to my dismay, I encountered
my abuser at 15, He is a very important
person in this community---so many awards
so many 'high' postitions, so many trophies.
And what am i----a person---of value
of -----------I cannot even find it
because I have none----I am just a victim
of ---sexual abuse that memories can never die.
They come back at the event that you will
never suspect--
But the outcome is ---not good--because there is no joy, no happy moments, just
sickness---no money--no body--to help you
no thrill ---just seeing the person and reading---his dozens of awards---makes me
realize---I am 'NO ONE'
does anyone read my article?
does anyone pay me?
There is a saying in our state which is a
beautiful state in our great United States
"a snapping turtle will not let go until the thunder roars'
the blue sky  belongs to God--the rain
is --tears,the thunder is memory, the lighting is our fear---
And the fear is alone in the world
The rain will never stop---the thunder will never stop, and the lighting will never
stop
---as the memories will never let go'
sexual abuse is a crime--but people
get away with it---because fear will
leave them in the rain---
and the bite ---will 'never' let go.
I know this now as i was triggered
even at my age---and it is 'still'
there---as an adult
who was sexually abused at age 15 to 17
by someone---who is a professional
I cannot compete with him.
So the  memories continue---
Peace will never come---until
all victims come out and 'TELL'
all victims --must --'tell their true'
story--or we will never be heard.
by: Anonymous

A computer is like a photo album. Today we
can view anyone who is on a web site.
But the in reality---we can stumble upon
an abuser---without knowing they  are there.
Triggered memories can cause --many sickness,---such as  headaches, flashbacks,
illness that some, professionals do not really understand. On this day of sept 11,
2009---I was not even looking at the horrible event that took many innocent lives,
But was viewing past events in my own home town---and to my dismay, I encountered
my abuser at 15, He is a very important
person in this community---so many awards
so many 'high' postitions, so many trophies.
And what am i----a person---of value
of -----------I cannot even find it
because I have none----I am just a victim
of ---sexual abuse that memories can never die.
They come back at the event that you will
never suspect--
But the outcome is ---not good--because there is no joy, no happy moments, just
sickness---no money--no body--to help you
no thrill ---just seeing the person and reading---his dozens of awards---makes me
realize---I am 'NO ONE'
does anyone read my article?
does anyone pay me?
There is a saying in our state which is a
beautiful state in our great United States
"a snapping turtle will not let go until the thunder roars'
the blue sky  belongs to God--the rain
is --tears,the thunder is memory, the lighting is our fear---
And the fear is alone in the world
The rain will never stop---the thunder will never stop, and the lighting will never
stop
---as the memories will never let go'
sexual abuse is a crime--but people
get away with it---because fear will
leave them in the rain---
and the bite ---will 'never' let go.
I know this now as i was triggered
even at my age---and it is 'still'
there---as an adult
who was sexually abused at age 15 to 17
by someone---who is a professional
I cannot compete with him.
So the  memories continue---
Peace will never come---until
all victims come out and 'TELL'
all victims --must --'tell their true'
story--or we will never be heard.