The Key Did Not Fit

Bonnie2My earliest memory of abuse is emotional abuse by a grandmother inside my own home. I was 3. And she was 60. She was the most hateful, cruel, and revengeful woman that ever walked the face of this earth. The abuse I recall occurred from age 3, to age 21. It makes me wonder if she had some type of ritual to do until I became of age.

She would bring candy and money to my sibling and “not” to me–now she had it–She would have us crawl on the floor and then she would hold a coin in her hand and when we would go grab it she would give to one and NOT to me–intentionally–and deliberately. This was intentionally abuse. An intended abuse to a 3 year old is as bad as or worse than murder. Because it leaves the child “wondering” why don’t they like me? She always made sure she would not have a witness when she would do this. Of course a 3 year old will just cry. And I recall her daughter took up for me and the grandmother said-“she won’t even remember that” well guess what –I remember- And this is why I thank the founder of this web site for the world to read the abuse that is real, and could go on in your home –and you would never know it.

Her eyes were the eyes of 2 guns; her words were sharper than a knife, her mouth was the ice pic of the devil. The emotional abuse is evident when –life becomes “sad”. Her actions were intentional and deliberate to me–and I still recall the many times I hated to go to her home. She would give many gifts to my sibling but NONE to me For Christmas, for graduation, for everything. Words were never spoken to me in a visit –I was invisible to her. But the devil wants his change back—Now–when she got old and helpless–and died–The door of heaven had a door–but in my opinion the key did not fit.

She may still be knocking to enter–But God remembers the intentional abuse of such a young child–he recalls it–You may get away with it for 30, 40, or even 50 years but one day it will come–And you need a key–My key fit into this web site– I thank you for letting me share my story–please read my articles that I submitted –my favorite one is the Great Pretender–I guess because the song is a favorite one of mine.

Let the Little Ones come to me I think I read that in the Bible and I was little–but now I am able to tell the whole world: Don’t ever think you will get away with abuse of a child–it will be remembered–Always get the correct key–It may save your own soul.

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